Then he looked away again, back to the room, and said, “We’ll take a vote.”
My brain stuttered. I didn’t understand. I didn’t want to.
“If you want Nolan out of this party,” Grandpa said, voice rising, “raise your hand.”
The hands shot up. Thirty of them. A forest of judgment.
Only two stayed down.
My uncle Silas’s face turned red with rage. He grabbed Aunt Lillian’s hand and marched toward the door like he had finally decided peace was no longer worth the price.
As he passed Grandpa, Silas paused. He leaned close and said, in a voice that carried like a knife in quiet air, “I’m ashamed of you.”
Everyone heard it. Even the ones who pretended not to.
Then Silas moved toward me, put a steady hand on my shoulder, and said, “Let’s go, Nolan. These people don’t deserve to be called family.”
My legs felt like they belonged to someone else, but I moved. Ivy moved. Hazel shuffled beside us, still clutching her gift bag like she thought the drawing could fix whatever was happening.
I turned my head once, just once, and looked at the raised hands again. My father’s. Trent’s. Warren’s. Edgar’s. My relatives’ hands hanging in the air like they were offering something to the ceiling.
I realized, in that sick instant, that the vote hadn’t been about my job. Not really.