The Weight of the Numbers
That was all it took. The reluctant hands lifted. The fence-sitters joined in. Even Aunt Miriam—who had once pinched my cheek when I was ten and called me “sweet boy”—raised her hand like she was choosing a side in a game.
I counted without meaning to. My brain clung to numbers because numbers don’t shift. They don’t say one thing and mean another. They don’t smile at you while they stab.
Thirty hands. Thirty.
Only two people didn’t raise theirs: Uncle Silas and Aunt Lillian, his wife. They sat there stiff-backed, hands in their laps, looking like the only ones in the room who remembered what Christmas was supposed to be.