On my seventy-first birthday, my granddaughter stood at the head of my table and announced, “Starting Monday, I’m taking over the company.”

“I know.”

“Are you prepared for what that means?”

I looked toward the bedroom door.

Downstairs, Natalie’s voice rose again, angry and embarrassed.

I thought of the little girl with braids.

The teenager who cried in my lap after her first heartbreak.

The young woman who wore Clara’s veil at her wedding.

Then I thought of her hand across my face.

You should have died years ago.

“Yes,” I said. “I am prepared.”

At 1:05 a.m., I took photographs.

My lip.

My broken glasses.

The blood on my blouse.

The sideboard where my shoulder struck the corner.

The place cards left on the dining room table after everyone finally left.

My original card at the head of the table had been scratched out in Natalie’s handwriting.

A new card had been placed near the kitchen door.

Beatrice.

Not Grandma.

Not Mrs. Alden.

Beatrice.

A small paper demotion.

At 1:42 a.m., I found the second secret.

In my company email was a draft resolution prepared by Graham’s attorney.

Resolution to Remove Beatrice Alden as Active Chair Due to Cognitive Decline.

Cognitive decline.

I read the phrase twice.

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